Old Songs

Night can be the only time to draw in
Loneliness and fear will help me stay alive
Try to feel the way beyond the feelings
Scent of darkness it will bring me back to wild

Don’t play dice with your soul
You can’t fly – learn to crawl

Moon is gone, I hear it’s coming closer
Something’s here, I know it’s looking from behind
Close your eyes because your eyes are useless
If you want to see the truth you must stay blind

See the perfect nature – world without a lie
Past without a future, see it here is life!

All this world is twisted black hole horror
Everything is crazy chaos movement. Why?
I can’t stay, I know my place is nowhere
Where is death?! The truth is pain, I wanna die!

On the black wings of freedom I fly
Twisting bullet I will shut up your light
You are threatened by shadows under my wings,
And I’m singing along with a wind

There’s no way you can stop me tonight
Don’t you dare to paint black into white
Let the past go, there’s only today
I am free from your judgement, get off my way!

Leaving home and let it burn,
To forget what I have learned
Nothing here can make me stay
Gonna throw it all away

No more racing around the clock
No more being in a flock
High I fly, see the lights,
See the fire, down there they set the fire

I’m the freedom, I’m the sorrow released,
But for you I’m no longer exist
I am flying further on the eastern airstream
You might not see me, but you’ll remember my scream

I'm getting down and touch the clouds
I see the light of million lives
Down to the earth with moonlight waves
Unborn child I hit the ground

Don't you cry, son, life has just begun
Follow me now
I will lead you through, just obey the rules
We'll count you in

Little town, the human hive
Must be dead to feel alive
Twenty dollars for your soul
Knowing that you're paying too

Living in a dream, trying not to scream
Just one wrong step
Dad, what have you done, I can't stop or run
I don't wanna see

Red-eyed devil!
Red-eyed devil!
Red-eyed devil!
Red-eyed devil!

He's in me, I know, red sarcastic glow
He's the reason
Don't you see his eye in the traffic lights?
Go with him, son

No matter how hard did you try you are lost from the start
No visitors here you can count on, too dumb or too smart
A clown with a tear on his cheek and a tear in his heart
They laugh and they all make you sick, you keep playing your part

Is there another place?
Will six become an ace?
Will you get off this maze?

The answer is no!
Just no!
No chance! No time! No way! Nowhere to stay!
And nothing to say!

You're locked in a dark little cell with mortality smell
And the worst of all knowing the cell it is only yourself
The ceiling draws nearer, in darkness you can't even breathe
Although nothing holds you, you have no permission to leave

Little boy, who loved his mommy
Once was strolling in the park
Then a maniac who had no money
Came to him in a lightning spark

So he said “Hey boy, give me your money
Or I’ll blow your eyeball out”
And the boy said “I was told by mommy,
That I must not talk to strangers when I’m out”

Then the knife ripped out his eyeball
And the world had turned half-red
And the man said “Hey you asshole,
Give me money or you’re dead”

But the boy stood like a mummy
With his finger in his mouth
And he said “I was told by mommy,
That I must not talk to strangers when I’m out”

His left eye cracked like a Boeing
And the boy had turned his back
And the man asked “Where you’re going?”
And the Boy was turned and said

“I was told by my dear mamma
I must go home when it’s dark”
Crazy laughter of the maniac
Shock the trees of national park.

Black. White. Black. White
Highway sheet four lanes wide
Asphalt giants, snakes we ride
Choose your snake and choose your side

You stream under me,
Twisting, throwing the lights aside
Where do you bring me?
One of us will decide

Endless way without a reason,
From the prison to the prison,
One of them is ours

From The Gateway of the Hopeless
To the ruins of the Fortress,
Eighty miles an hour

Passed a road sign with a warning,
Never been here. Flashing burning
Thought: “Am I a prey here?”

Shadow moves among the shadows,
Creeping void across the meadows,
Wish it wouldn’t stay here

Here again – alone and afraid
The frightened voice from the radio said,
That someone’s crushed and was found dead
What are these bites on his head?

We keep on going, we and our friends
With usual loss every day ends
And she shakes us into unconsciousness,
Like some kind of Loch Ness princess